The results from her biopsy are still not complete. The docs told us that due to additional looks at her images
that they feel we are looking at a cancer. What kind we do not know. They will not be starting chemo tonight like they origionally thought. Because Zoe is comfortable and stable they do not want to rush into a ...theropy then change course. Once they can establish exactly what she has they can plan her treatment.
Zoe is truely looking better in some ways and so good in other ways. She is getting another dose of blood and once it is administered I will be able to hold her for the first time in what seems like forever.
Zoe's room is starting to look a bit more like home with gifts. Thank you so much to those who have been so generous. Zoe cannot receive flowers due to her being in an intensive care unit. So they have gone home with her Memere to help cheer her and Zoe's Pepere up. The chocolates will help cheer Zoe's mommy up, and give her a reason to find the free gym.
Many have remarked on my strength. I feel that I am only in the beginning phase of a marathon. I feel like I have energy now, but I know I will be winded at times, stumble sometimes, and get horrible cramps. When this happens I will do what so many have asked and I will request help and support. My strength
comes from the loving and generous community of friends, and family. Thank you
for your support, you check-ins, emails, texts, and calls. I feel all of your
love and gather it up and I pass it along to my little girl.
I hope to
know more tomorrow, and I will pass it along when I do.
In the meantime
I just have to say (Zoe cover your ears), FUCK YOU CANCER. You picked the wrong
baby to mess with because she is going to Kick Your ASS!
A Warriors Mother